Friday, February 11, 2011

Negative.

Kill me now.

17 comments:

  1. I'm really sorry. My heart goes out to you.

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  2. oh f*ck... that makes my negative even worse. i was so hoping that this was both of our times... we both went there in our heads, huh? i'm starting to cry more tears of sadness now for you too. f*ck... i'm so sorry.

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  3. NOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!! My heart is breaking. I was so sure this was it. DAMN IT!!!!!!!

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  4. $#(*$%&+@#*%$(&W+@#(*%&%$@#@!!!!!

    Goddamn it.

    (Really, I want to put a string of expletives that would make a truck driver blush. I'm sort of screaming it in my head, though.)

    I'm contemplating grabbing like 6 bottles of wine and driving down to your house. We can get drunk and throw things. Or something.

    I'm really sorry. This is not fair. Not at all.

    xoxo

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  5. NO! This was not what I expected to see :( I am so, so sorry.

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  6. Crap. Is there any chance it is too early to test...?

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  7. So very sorry to hear this. :-( Thinking of you. Take care of yourself.

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  8. Oh no!!!!!!! I am so sorry!! Sending you a big ((hug))

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  9. Thinking of you today. Just woke up on a saturday morning feeling empty and hopeless. I hope that your waking moment on this saturday are a bit happier. Hugs.

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  10. Nothing makes any sense with this crap, and you've certainly done nothing to deserve this bad fortune. I'm so sorry.

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  11. I am so very sorry. THinking of you.

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  12. Sigh. There are just no good words. I am thinking of you. Damn.

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  13. Oh gosh, I'm sorry that I'm late in responding. I am SO so sorry. :-( SHIT.

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  14. I am just checking in to make sure you are ok. hugs.

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  15. I missed this post on Friday ... all I can say is "f*%?$." There are no words for this, and no easy answers to your question, "what now"? The only thing I can offer is to go with your heart ... and I will say, from second hand experience, that most adoptions are not haunted by the specter you describe. *hug* ... wish I had something else to give.

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