Monday, April 11, 2011

Hope goes out the f*ing door

Went in for my check in today. Only 8 follicles. What happened to 12?

Oh, and my estrogen was 59. WHAT?! It should be 4-6x that?!

I'm thinking this cycle is over before it even begins. I don't know why my estrogen is so low. Maybe the ganirelix from the estrogen-priming over-supressed me?

I can't keep it together. Crying in my office most of today.
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11 comments:

  1. AnonymousApril 11, 2011 at 4:32 PM

    ((HUGS))

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  2. BabystepsApril 11, 2011 at 4:36 PM

    I am so sorry and yeup, it sounds we are in such similar places. What can I do for you?? Maybe we should talk... know of any funny fertile jokes? No? Ya me neither.

    As I have seen time and time again (since I've been in this hell-hole for a long time too) you never, ever know what the result of a cycle will be based on how it first starts off. I am hoping that this all turns around and that your body is just giving you a fake-out and proves us all wrong...especially your Drs who need to figure out what the hell is going on!!

    Thinking of you and sending you BIG ((HUGS))!!!!!!!!

    xoxox

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  3. ~ebc~April 11, 2011 at 4:52 PM

    dammit...here's hoping for maybe a slow start to the e2 rising?? (i know...i'm grasping for straws...wanna go drinking?)

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  4. Justine LApril 11, 2011 at 5:22 PM

    Suckfest. There's no other way to say it. I'm sorry ... though I'll hope anyway, because that's what I do. *hug*

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  5. MyTwoLinesApril 11, 2011 at 5:52 PM

    Oh crap. I'm sorry. I don't know all about the protocols anymore but maybe it is the med?
    Hugs to you.

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  6. Angela and DavidApril 11, 2011 at 7:40 PM

    I'm so sorry. It really does suck. Get out of your office and go do something that just feels good.

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  7. AnonymousApril 12, 2011 at 1:51 AM

    OH NO! I'm so sorry :-( I'm hoping that some other follies catch up and your E2 does, too. Sometimes a slow starter can be good. I'm sorry you have to go through this. I will stay hopeful that it gets better. Hugs

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  8. L&TApril 12, 2011 at 5:53 AM

    What a crappy way to start off - I'm sorry. I will hold out hope for you that it's just a slow start. Hoping for some catching up with your next check.

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  9. HopeBPatientApril 12, 2011 at 11:27 AM

    Oh jeez. I hope this turns around for you. Have they called yet? Or did they say they were concerned about the E2 level? Hoping this is a function of the EPP (I tried EPP twice and my body failed miserably the first time to even follow the protocol and the second time I had an estrogen-producing cyst....so I'm no help.) I know it's not 12, but 8 follicles can still be good. I know, I know, it's not enough..... hang in there.

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  10. Infertile FarmerApril 20, 2011 at 12:47 PM

    Just wanted to tell you I am so sorry for the hell you are going through. I am thinking of you and sending you huge hugs. XOXO!

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  11. DJApril 21, 2011 at 1:38 PM

    Stopping by from ICLW to tell you I'm thinking of you. Hang in there, lady. It ain't over 'til it's over.

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